5

yep...and so they were five...let me introduce to Alex..you see Alex is more of a thoughtful baby..a quiet one...a one that looks around and doesnt cry that much..and when he does..it sounds like a shriek..yes..this is my 4th brother now..well 3rd technically (my sis will remain the sole sister apparently)

hes very contemplative- he might did bjork better..i kinda lost chris to barney..damn dinosaur!

work is still very busy..but almost over!

waiting gig is alright...might love some more shifts!

therapy is getting me a bit better whole wise...i have been recommended to read this book

"The Dance of Intimacy: A Woman's Guide to Courageous Acts of Change in Key Relationships"- a very old book-but it might reveal some stuff- dont let the title misguide you..well..i am a budaca after all lol...

and im actually trying to immerse myslef with "the rise and fall of gay culture" so ill let u know about that..

also i just finisehd reading "memorias de mis putas tristes" by gabriel garcia marquez...his lastest book...an awesome right..very light to what hes used to do but his style carries through like no other!

went to the concert of damien rice and fiona apple in the last minute, thanks cassie!! damien was an awesome performer..i wish i could hear more of his stuff live..his co-vocalist lisa...sooo hottt..ill post the pics later, as soon as i get cassie to send em!

anyho thats it for me now...

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eric

i poop on you!

so i had a revelation in the bathroom of the office i intern in...and this is going to sound gross..but ive realized if i do the number 2 in some other place than home-it means that that certain place makes me feel comfortable...and im relieved to find that out...

on other news (smooth trnasition)- project runway 3 started on wednesday...ahhhh im addicted!!! more because of the creativity that pours out of that show -its intoxicating. i even hooked my dad to it..we were discussing the last segment (where all the designers show their finished pieces) and we were both so into it...

i also got my dad (and myself hooked too) to "its alwasys sunny in philadelphia"..freaking wrong-funny show...and im also recording (hehehe) blade, kyle xy and the new show to watch..

but hey! dont u think im not doing anything to keep myself healthy-im eating more green stuff and goin to the gym (finally) i hope to continue to go to the gym even whne school starts...but i hope to see some resluts..seriously!!

another realization that i havent thought about much till 30 minutes ago..i have the power to raise a child lol...ive seen more than once how parents take care of their newborns..so im set for kids of my own..which wont happen for another 15 years or so.. but hey! ill start with a dog first..

which brings me to charlie..congrats on the dog!

and on a sad note..the hairdresser cut the hair the wrong way and it looks horrible! i wanted to kill him...argh...

*sigh ookk im outies


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eric