unprodigal

"Unprodigal Daughter"

I had disengaged to avoid being totaled
I would run away and say good riddance, soon enough
I had grown disgusted by your small-minded ceiling
Imagine myself bolting had not been difficult
Soon be my life
Soon be my pace
Soon be my choice of which you'll have no part of
Unprodigial daughter and I'm heading for the west
Disenchanted daughter and this plane cannot fly fast enough
Unencumbered daughter hit the ground running at last
I'd invite you but I'm busy being unoppressed
I hit the ground running, although I know not what toward
I hit the town feeling, forgetting all that came before
I felt primed and ready, once surrounded by the pawns
I felt culture shocked, but dissuaded, I was not
This is my town
This is my voice
This is my taste of which you've have no part of
Unprodigial daughter and I'm heading for the west
Disenchanted daughter and this plane cannot fly fast enough
Unencumbered daughter hit the ground running at last
I'd invite you but I'm busy being unoppressed
One day I'll saddle back and speak of foreign adventures
One day I'll double back and tell you about these unfettered years
One day I'll look back and feel something other than relieved
Glad that I left when I did before, I know you, you can't get the best of me
When I'd speak of artistry you would roll your eyes skyward
When I'd speak of spirituality you would label it absurd
When I spoke of possibility you would frown and shake your head
If I had stayed much longer, I'd have surely imploded
These are my words
This is my house
These are my friends of which you've had no part
Unprodigial daughter and I'm heading for the west
Disenchanted daughter and this plane cannot fly fast enough
Unencumbered daughter hit the ground running at last
I'd invite you but I'm busy being unoppressed
Unprodigial daughter and I'm heading for the west
Disenchanted daughter and this plane cannot fly fast enough
Unencumbered daughter hit the ground running at last
I'd invite you but I'm busy being unoppressed

-am


ok so im in ecuador for winter vacation..i cant even begin (wait ive started already) expresing how great is the air over here, my fmaily, my friends...im just plain happy..
heres the catch, im happy cuz i never get to see them but i overall cant see myself living here at this point of my life..the world still calls my name and i ride the first plane out of here...so home has become more like a 'safe home/recharge your batteries here) which is very necessary if u live in a place like nyc..
nyc and cuenca, theyre both very different places, culturaly and emotionally for me..
in nyc-i do my thing, im colder, i study,i do errands im not supposed to do but do it anyways,i hang with my friends but feel that sometimes they dont know 'me', i have changed subjects when the other person is talking about his/her problem, i think im a bad bf or a bad date in most occasions,ive commuted for about 2 hr a day, im tired most of the time, people are less attached to each other, ive seen the best and worst this city can give you..
in cuenca-i laugh more, i sleep more, when i was in school i still did good, i didnt party taht much anyways, i had more in-depth conversations that put u in a higher level here, ive talked about life, love, experiences, stuff that i havent really talked about in usa,im more worried bout my family when im here,i travel more here, people are so warm here...
so maybe listing stuff isnt exactly helping, but if write what i feel its not gonna b bugging me anymore, like branistorming ideas for school..they wont bother you anymore and you can evolve what you are thinking
im lucky to have tania here, she pushes me that way, she makes me talk about stuff that makes me uncomfortable, thing that only a few (vary few) can..so i hope to have more to share (well enough for you guys anyways)

i will share pics and more later...cuz im about to enter this though level in final fantasy xii and all, you understand




wow


eric