recovering the password

err..took me a good while to remember the blog password..go figures...
so now im babysitting at this moment and couldnt help but wonder about my baby bro and the new one coming up..my stepmum has been saying that my lil bro (chris) is gonna be looking up to me..which is frightening in its way..
take for example this situation, i was running my sleeves up, like i do sometimes and chris was watching me and then he started rolling up his sleeves too.. you see thats not frightening! but i was talking in a bigger sense..ive never been an 'older brother' in my life...ive always been the 'middle one' the one that goes in between the cracks-the invisible one-the one thats artsy-the one who lacked color coordination back in the day (or sometimes in the present)..i wonder how my older bro did it?
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i have finally joined a gym! costs me 60 bucks though...grrr... im gonna try it this summer-see if i like it and if i see some results dammit! ive never been a gym guy...but im willing to give it a shot! more like a slef-imposed goal...that and eating a bit more healthy....sorta...tee hee...
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alright so far so good...trying to get into the neww groove of bloggin...


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eric